I’ve spent the last 30 minutes talking to myself - out loud- about how capable of loving in the most selfless way I’ve been and realized that it makes me a better person, that all the time I spent thinking I wasn’t good enough was a complete waste of time and that guys can really be completely jerks.
Advice: next time you put a girl in the infamous ‘friend zone’ and make her your best friend, don’t tell her that you both have a wonderful friendship you wouldn’t like to ruin by dating her because if something breaks you apart and you don‘t fight for that so called friendship then you’re a big fat liar who was only afraid of taking a chance that could’ve been amazing.
Okay, I don’t know why I got upset thinking about all of this. I don’t even know why was I thinking about it to begin with. So, yeah. Rant has finished.